Filler Post
Talk about current events! My own, of course, because today it’s all about me me me. Or maybe it’s just me me me making excuses for not writing lately. Whatever. Sometimes life happens in the real world. Distracting, really. I prefer it here in the ether. Unfortunately I’ve been forced to deal with brick and mortar reality as of late and have found little time to rant online. Martin Luther King Day came and went, the Clinton v. Obama slugfest, the subsequent Billary hubbub, and I have said nary thing. Not that I didn’t want to, I just haven’t had the chance. I’ll be back tomorrow, though. Not that anyone probably cares so much, but I will be playing catch-up. Count on it.
Still, I apologize for being MIA for the last few days. Others have diligently carried on. Stop by and say hey.
Meanwhile, back to bemoaning my woes. This is my song of the week. I give it a 10, even though you can’t dance to it. Sometimes you just want to give up … or maybe that’s just me.
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don’t give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces
I’ve reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don’t give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I’m contemplating suicide
Cuz I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Cuz I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Nothing’s alright
Nothing is fine
I’m running and I’m crying
I’m crying
I can’t go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don’t give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I’m contemplating suicide
Cuz I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Nothing’s alright
Nothing is fine
I’m running and I’m crying
I can’t go on living this way
Can’t go on
Living this way
Nothing’s alright
January 25th, 2008 at 3:50 am
Your blog is always the first stop on my daily internet journey. Your writing has been an inspiration to me and I know to others. Hang in there, Doug, and remember: we care!
January 25th, 2008 at 8:09 am
that’s a great song? who sings it?
January 25th, 2008 at 8:11 am
oh, and i’m glad that you will be posting on past events. your posts are always humorous and i’d like to hear your thoughts on everything that has occured.
especially about the little guy…no not that one. take your mind out of the gutter.
January 25th, 2008 at 11:24 am
Doug,
You’re such a talented writer and I always look forward to reading your blog. I have missed your take on things for the past few days. I can’t wait until you’re back up and running again. Just know, that all of your cyber pals are sending you lots of love and support. You make blogging fun and you have become one of my favorite Great Minds.
January 25th, 2008 at 12:19 pm
“you have become one of my favorite Great Minds.”
um…little navigator has grown jealous.
January 25th, 2008 at 2:00 pm
Doug, I love you even though I don’t know you and I barely even know your site! (I’m in day one of detox right now, Watching the View Rehab, , so forgive my excessive sentiments!)
I haven’t been able to come here too often but each time I do, I laugh my ass off. How do you manage to be funny as hell and intelligent and informative, and fair minded but without selling out your left of center (if I may be so presumptuous) “core values”? It’s quite a juggling act that you pull off.
–Terry —– aka Drink83 and before that (as in yesterday), Think83.
January 25th, 2008 at 2:56 pm
little navigator I said “one of” All you guys are much appreciated. Both Doug B, Doug R, Diane and now we have to welcome Drink83 to our big happy family LOL!
January 25th, 2008 at 3:18 pm
I didn’t realize my personal angst would spark such an outpouring of Internet lovin’! Much needed, much appreciated … and sorry for the drama. I’ll try to adhere to Mary J.’s mantra of no more drama in the future.
Doug, rainlillie, little navigator (btw, it’s Papa Roach), and Sybil (er, Drink83/Terry/Think83), thanks!
January 25th, 2008 at 3:32 pm
“Sybil (er, Drink83/Terry/Think83)”
and this is why we f*cking love you.
January 25th, 2008 at 3:36 pm
January 25th, 2008 at 4:39 pm
btw, welcome Sybil. post more often.
January 27th, 2008 at 9:23 pm
is wanting to “give in” the same as wanting to “give up”?
January 31st, 2008 at 2:45 am
no, giving in is one thing. giving up is a completely different game. i go back and forth.